Thank You Note Number Two

For the greatest idiot I have ever known.

Yes, he's indeed Kit Manlangit. And if you may wonder why this note is alloted for him, well let's just say, before he left Los Banos, he has taught me many things in which I have never imagine.

Way back years ago, when I first met my beloved organization, or should I say, my second family by the name Harmonya, I was so eager to become it's trainee. But when I was already there, second thought ponders me. I suddenly hesitate to become a part of it. Why? Maybe I was a little bit turned off by their lifestyle? Errr. And to avoid going to that 'turn-off-thing' specifically, it's just that, they do things I never thought I will do (considering I am a grade-conscious individual that time). I even came to the point that I quit. But this Kit Manlangit who happens to be our MemCom Head that time, believed that at some time, I'll be back. And he's definitely right! And look at me now. Here I am now..

Who would have thought that after becoming a quitter, I would be this close to him? Never did I foresee and never did I look forward to. I was just amazed by how things go that way. He is now one of those people whom I share my greatest secrets with, even if know that he's my most chismoso brad. Sometimes when I feel so much pressure, guilt, anger, or any of that kind, I just run to his apartment at La Ville, drowning myself with foul words and unreasonable gestures. Di pa ko tapos magkwento, ang dami na niyang ginigiit. And I could never attest that the best words of wisdom I have heard in the past 2 years of my life, came from a mouth of a stupid guy. Seriously. He made me realized many things about life and most especially about the organization. 

Maybe we've come this closer because when I long for an older brother figure, Kuya Kit was there. And he was there all the time. And since he's the youngest in his family, he also looks up to taking care of younger brothers and sisters. Well, that was actually my theory. Anyway, he  is really the most bad influence person I have ever known, imagine, *insert proofs here*. Pero may mga oras naman na matino siya. Swear! 

If you may asked me why is this written here, well, I don't think I have the guts to say these things to him, personally. Ayoko kasi ng drama lalo na kapag may naalis. And for sure, he doesn't want it either. 

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Kitman, just so you know, together with Boss and my batchmates, you're the reason why I came back for Harmonya. And probably one of those uncountable reasons why I held on this tight. 

Sa totoo lang, hindi ko alam kung paano kita mapasasalamatan -- sa lahat ng tawanan, inuman, iyakan, at higit sa lahat, sa katangahan. Hindi ko rin lubusang matanto kung bakit ako napabilang sa listahan ng mga tanga mo, pero gusto ko nalang magpasalamat. Ni hindi ko rin malarawang-diwa na aalis ka na ng Los Banos. Sobrang nakalulungkot. And you know what makes it worse? 'Yun 'yung katotohanan na aalis ka kung kailan sobrang napalapit na ako sa'yo. Hinihingi ko ng paumanhin kung nalulunod ka na sa drama habang binabasa ang akdang ito. Minsan napaisip nalang ako, may makakasama pa kaya akong magpapakaadik sa paglalaro ng indiana jones? O di kaya nama'y sasakay din sa mga katangahan ng isang Didi? Mayroon pa kayang makikinig kahit anong oras sa mga walang kwentang ginigiit? Siguro nga marami pa o marami na. Marami pang darating na Master T at marami nang Kitman sa buhay ni Didi. Ngunit walang makakapantay sa katangahang naituro at naiparamdam. Lilipas ang panahon, pero 'di kukupas ang bawat samahan. Salamat sa paniniwala-- isang bagay na kahit ako, minsan, hindi ko maipataw sa aking sarili. At kaakibat ng paniniwalang iyon, ang konsepto ng paninindigan. Sa panahong, walang gustong magsalita, may isang Kit Manlangit na nagbigay-daan upang kilalanin ng karamihan ang kapangyrihan ng pagsstand up.

Kung tutuusin walang dapat panghinayangan. At kung may dapat mang ikalungkot, hindi iyong pag-alis datapwat, 'yung mga bagay na hindi nasabi at naiparamdam bago umalis. Hayaan mo kong paulit-ulit na magpasalamat sa'yo Kuya Kit halintulad ng isang nagtapos na walang humpay na nagpapasalamat sa unibersidad na nagturo sa kanya ng maraming kaisipan. Subalit ang kaibahan lang, ang mga naibahagi mo, ay ang mga leksyong hindi kayang matutunan nino man sa loob ng apat na sulok ng silid-aralan. Tangna, parang sinasamba na kita sa post na ito ah. Lintek. HAHAHA.

Basta, Kuya Kit, lagi kang may babalikan, dahil hinding-hindi mawawala ang Harmonya. Mawalan man ng tao sa unang unit sa La Ville, magkaroon man ng sequel ang Hitman: Kakasa, Gaganti, o kahit maging topnotcher man si Kitman sa nth take niya ng board exam, hinding hindi maglalaho ang pamilyang pinaghirapan ninyong buuin. Sobrang mamimiss kita. Hahaha. Malipas ang ilang taon, babalikan ko ang sulat at himig na ito, at baka hanggang sa panahong iyon, hindi pa rin nagtatapos ang walang humpay na pasasalamat. *Labyuuuuu.