Why Bother Anyway

Disclaimer : I'm not in the right disposition when I created this note. Please bare with me.

If people were to control falling in love, will life be less complicated? Some people say so. For love is one of those fucking things that insanely hurt, most of the time.

I could never attest to that. Loving is such an headache-- the best example of irony in life. We all dreamt to have the best love story yet, we find ourselves wondering if such description exists. We seek for happy endings nevertheless, we end up broken. We want to be loved more than the way we deserved but still, it does not turned out the way we want it to be. We wish to show the best we have but then, we continuously hurt others. It’s something that brings us to the dimensions of simultaneous heaven and hell.

Such a complicated thing, is not it? Though, it is still one of the greatest feelings one can ever felt.

I don’t want to imagine life where there is no love. Even just saying living a life where all people try to escape from it. Maybe, it’s as if saying, living a dull life. No colors, no butterflies, no thrill, no everything.

I don’t even know what this simple and short note would imply. I even wonder whether somebody would have a glimpse or take his/her time reading this. Still, I would leave my last thought: ‘Just simply love, with your whole heart and soul. And all the pain, grudges, and failure will be answered by its underlying definition.’